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tt bloke by the side looks real lonely
Don't u feel sorry for him ??
I, Me and Myself... Jiamin
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Friday, August 12, 2005
warning: this is a vulgar piece of entry..do not read it if u think u cant take it
can't and not in the mood to think of any titles..so just put 3 dots
sibeh sian and depressed...did tt dumb SRQ..dint even understand wat tt f***ing passage crapping abt..so i started crapping..and ended it off v badly..i wun be shocked if ms choo decides to fail me..*rolls eyes..* at least i wun get 12 for every SRQ i do..
chinese damn lan..first time getting B4..like wtf?? seeing all my frens getting far better marks than i do..i feel like slapping myself awake..but the prob is..i m already v awake.. forget it...chinese is not v impt in the society anyway since the english language is still the most widely used language..as long as i can speak in it..its gd enuff le.. .. pple may rebut that this is the wrong attitude when dealing with failure..however..i think it is the truth..as long as u can read and speak the chinese language ..its gd enuff when working in a society such as singapore..unless u want to follow the crowd and go work in china
piaing chem now..getting exasperated with everyone coz i seem to be the onli one worrying abt it..the other members are either very bz with their commitments or they seem half-hearted when doing watever they are doing..makes me feel like dumping this whole proj and let all of us fail with each other.. everyone is bz..i m bz too..i havent do my maths portfolio lah..and there are tonnes of journals in it..if everyone just focus on their personal gains and dump the proj to a few hardworking ones..then i think tt is very selfish..hopefully..some kind souls will go inform my members to buck up
having a sense of deja vu..like in sec 2..when i was doing v badly in academics..and i onli could watch helplessly as i see everyone get further and further in frnt..leaving me behind and i can onli wang chen mo ji.. i just dun understand..i did work hard..why can i just do well during tests??this term is bad man..did lousy for chi..and i supposed i will do bad for chem..eng and physics..( dun rebut me by saying tt miracles might happen..i dun believe in them..my instincts have always been accurate..if i feel i will do badly for them, i will) KNS..i m angry lah!!!